Baby boy My Angel My Nathan <3 i miss you and love you soooo much ..... i need you to come back :( i dont know why u had to leave .... i am trying so hard and its breaking me .... Nathan please Guide me! help you grandma and auntie .... u brought us together for a reason .... i have tried for as long as i can but i cant keep doing it and being treated real bad .... please dont hate me ..... ur sisters are still seeing them .... i dont really get talked to :( but i am trying .... Help me! i would have never chose my mum or sister over u (crying) I love you Nathan and miss u so much every day ... there isnt a day goes by i dont have hundreds of thoughts rushing thro my head <3 <3 <3