Nathan you would be 2 and 4 days now if you were able to stay, i feel like i am missing so much <3 which i am...i still hurt and my heart breaks everyday and sometimes i still wake and feel like it was a horrid nightmare just for a second, then i hurt again as i realise its true, your not here with me....i love you nathan always and forever and i know that 1 day i will hold you tight and give you the biggest cuddle. xxxxxxxxx